okay. nothing much to update. pretty routine life has become. it's the same things going on through and through every week.
this week cny vistations. yeah nadia, i collected your angbaos for you.. but somehow i still seem to be collecting more than you.. and this year i'd say it's pretty much more than average for me.. i dunno why.. it's not as if i visited more places this year.. but the fact that i visited less!! hmmm!! but nvm.. sorry sis. it juz seems like so many people who said they gave you earlier this year gave me more this cny. i wonder why. 2join as one.. hee (:
okay. so first 2days visitation. 3rd day was a holiday. that was tuesday. 20 feb, tuesday. happy birthday ziqi happy birthday yanliang happy birthday huang lao shi! birthday day huh x) yeah.. so morning was spent with my aunts and mum at sentosa flower fest. wasn't very happy cuz my original intention of going to sentosa for a suntan wasn't fulfilled. whatever. so after that i met jinjie and a few others up at bedok. bused down to yL's place to celebrate both cny and his birthday!!!! x) haha.. sat around and chatted with the seniors.. actually it was more to listening to all the different army lives the different seniors are going through now :D quite interesting.. especially the police one.. haha =P left at 4 headed down to jinxy's to find the clique. dinnered at rae's den came home. emo day but whatever.. i had the fun i could have for the day.
the rest of the week juz ARGHHHHHH through.
23 feb, friday. skipped a math test. first and last. EVER. it juz struck me as hmmm that i really have no idea what i'm studying for. kinda stress? maybe in a sense but whatever.. i shouldn't blame everything to stress. so during physio somehow pauline edmund and fauzi gave me career guidance talk. sighhhhhhhhh.. i still dread the fact that all the career choices that i'm interested in have to do with the STUPID basic MEDICINE degree that i need to get ): HOW AM I FREAKING SUPPOSE TO GET IT LOCALLY?!?! sighhhhhhhhhhhh.. and so i decide i need to work REALLY hard. doubly hard. and hopefully my motivation lasts.
25 feb, sunday. today. yayyyyyyyyyy (: had 2Ho3 gathering today at clement's. and yeah.. i really did enjoy myself. i guess it really has been a long time since i had myself such a hearty laugh that i really enjoyed and meant every moment of it (: thank you papa ziqi for teaching me blackjack!!! x) although like caused you to be off the winning streak.. still.. THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL PAPA TO ME! (: and for grandpa too!! (: thank you for accompanying me back home gramps (: and the rest of 2H, it was really happening to see all of you again!! like after sooooo long since we met up. i'm glad we met up today (: and i conclude that bridge iz still more fun then blackjack (: and i realised that i still love 2Ho3 with all of my heart.
"Do what makes you happiest. Look upon what gives you joy. Speak to those who warm your heart. Listen to that which lifts your spirit. Surround yourself with sights and sounds and people who give you pleasure. For all the happiness you give to others all year long, give yourself the perfect day." ~ instructions from a very wise being
And then tomorrow, repeat the process.
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this iz what i call enjoyment. living my life to it's utmost fullness?
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haven been online since quite some time ago.. sorry to those who are looking out for updates and thanks to those who keep my tagboard alive.
roadrun day today. suppose to be an exciting day? but i wasn't excited. one, i wasn't running. two, i thought we knida screwed up the whole event. okay, it got to me pretty much the fact that i couldn't make it for the run this year. i sooo wanted to run roadrun, i so wanted to feel the breeze with the challenge. but i pretty much guess and became reality that i didn't get to. ): alpha house had so many injured sports players this year. and the choices we're given iz like not choices at all.. it's called last resort. but i guess it's still surprising that we rose from the underground. clinching the jc catergory girl's 1st position. jc girl's team 2nd and 3rd. jc boy's team 2nd. overall alpha came in 2nd after gamma. well done gamma! you guys practically owned the girls top20 la! x)
after that had lunch with ARVIN and serene at long john silver! (: next time i shall eat healthy. the grilled chicken iz like sooooo much nicer than combo1. although it's more expensive. oh well!! it was great seeing arvin today yet again (: he's the pro man. really pro. but yaaaaaaaa.. soon to be my tuition teacher =X
den physioed. took about a 40mins nap there before i started on anything. and seeing the state i was in, pauline only made me do basic strengthening. got home at 515. slept at 530 til 9 for dinner. decorated the house for cny. and now i'm dead beat. i need to sleep soon.
okay, juz quick summaries (: 10feb, saturday. i cut my hair!!! (: okay.. i liked my new hairstyle. although i seems as though i haven cut it at all but still (: $31 should be considered more or less worth it.
11feb, sunday. GOGREENDAY collecting newspapers are fun. but the waiting for the stupid lousy lorries suck big time. this iz wad i call poor organisation. but other than those spoilers i enjoyed my day (: cuz while waiting we(me,kaiyi,rodney) played zi-ko-pa! haha.. and i laughed so hard til i almost cried (: lunched at mac den went pp to play pool (: okay. i suck at pool seriously. but doesn't matter. i played one game and watched the rest play on. lalala. walked in pp after we dispersed and home.
12feb, monday. CG05/06 badminton outing!!!! x) haha. morning physio first. pauline had to make me do upper body strength of all days. my arms were breaking by the time it ended. and i went ahead to play badminton. not very smart!!! but nonetheless it feels good to be playing my sport once again (: i still love badminton alot. although i still ain't doing the proper footwork cuz i cant(maybe mentally) and the fact that i need proper badminton shoes!!!! i was so anxious and afriad for my beloved ascis la ): late lunched at long john at CS. den went teddy bear shopping for rodney (: hee!! den after that we juz continued walking around.. and did i say, i saw my juniors at TM!!!! (: EUGENIA and CO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lalalalaA!!! it was great to bump into them.. pity i wasn't able to go support them on wednesday for their match against PL. and the fact that i dun even know if they won makes me a lousy senior. sorry girls!!
14feb, wednesday. happy vday!! (: thanks for the gifts that you people gave! -teddy bear + card + letter from my angel dave (: -"cupcake" of chocolate fudge + sunflower from jazreel (: -lunchbox of soft marshmallows + red rose from jud (: -champagne rose from kaiyi -BIG heart shaped cookie from grace! -sweet muffin from carol!! (: -heart-shaped earings from jun -bouncy ball from melly -jelly tots from jon :D -lollipops from mr low and ms thangam! -little car with bell handphone chain from dangshi and the rest of the little chocolates and sweets others gave. FOR MAKING MY VALENTINE'S DAY A HAPPY LOVEY DOVEY FRIENDSHIP DAY.. THANK YOU ALL!! (: *muacks*
and in exchange i gave a mixture of little tarts and ferreros (: sorry to those who received the chocolates, i didn't have enough tarts to go around to have any left for newyear. but glad those who got the tarts loved the tarts!!! (: fauzi, pauline, edmund, dave, jud. yays!
oh and did i say? i had CHEM SPA on vday. saddening.. but nvm.. i thought it was pretty easy. hope i did fine (:
i'm beginning to feel the dread of year2.. it seriously sucks big time. the lecturers and the lectures.. it feels like information overload when all i wanna do now iz to get my foundations right. with the year1 stuffs lagging behind.. how exactly do i expect myself to be able to continue with year2 stuff huh.. lotsa catching up to do and it sucks really. i wish i can juz stop studying now. right now right this moment. BOO. i dun wanna study anymore )':
sighhhhhhhh..
how tough can life get huh? life iz hard. and i certainly dun understand why some things have to go the way they do.. and some things juz dun fall into place juz the way we want it to. hurts my heart to see her experiencing all this kinda of typical rubbish brings. juz the way she wants the best for me, i wan the best for her as well.. but i guess life isn't meant to be smooth sailing isn't it..
training today.. kinda crapp.. didn't do much except dug out and loosen up the whole sandpit. leveled it on my own and i was done. few static workouts and yaaaaa.. end of the day.. i realised that i've been enjoying myself more with the fielders (: i like hanging out with them.. not juz jon and tzejie.. but also chester, justin and ashraf (i dunno how to spell his name) =) was walking with them towards central after training today.. and boy did we all have fun :D laughing and talking crapp along the way.. it's really been long since i ever felt this relaxed and alive.. thanks guys (:
i guess that's all for today huh.. tired and all as usuall.. and i juz cant find the motivation and the willpower to get started on any work. i'm screwed. seriously.
haha (: no, i didn't run.. tempting but not so afterall.. went there late at about 3+ after my tuition and lunch.. wasn't exactly in sentosa outfit so yupp.. ending up spending most of my time walking on the beach along the shore (: and i love the breeze at sentosa.. it seriously rocks.. and so iz the view that oversees the ocean (: i wanna go sentosa for my sooooo needed suntan!!
anyway.. guess who i saw.. ARVINTANG! :D aha!! i was seriously surprised la.. didn't expected to see him there.. but it was good.. like FINALLY getting to see him after soooo long huh. oh well!! (: den i found out chinkai came in 5th for men's institution (: COOL huhh!!!! chinkai's pro!! my longD role model and target. waha!! (: well oh well..
after sentosa..... we went vivo to eat (: carl's juniors have yummy big salads at $2.5o. so worth it (: den we hung out at vivo (: walking at the rooftop enjoying the breathtaking scenery and breeze.. i cannot tell you how much i love sentosa and vivocity.. really. den camwhored the whole time.. and ya.. i'm scared of heights ): bOO! but nonetheless.. thanks guys! for making my night a lovely night (:
havent been coming online lately.. but here i am. finally.
thanks to those who have been dropping by my blog and keeping my tagboard alive. i guess my world juz came stop going round and round and round huh. well i juz happened to read the lyrics of that song that was posted before this.. and yaaaa.. to me it made sense. to you maybe not. so you dun have to try to make any sense of it.
yupp! so wad i do today? let me see.. i went for spa treatment with my mum x) den went shopping at suntec. again. i've decided. i need to change my wardrobe. really. no more big tee shirts? maybe.. i need to change the way i look. i need to change everything bout me. i'm going to cut my hair next monday hopefully. with that i'm cutting my hair shorter and i should be changing my parting if it doesn't look too weird. what else can i change physically? i need to go crazy packing my schedules back to back.. maybe. but i'm already pretty packed! geex. i cant tink of anything else i need to change. new year new changes perhaps? or perhaps not.
well.. so the past few days have been OKAY la. chem spa and physics spa iz screwed seriously. so whatever. at least it's mock spa. stupid calf muscle iz freaking irritating.. and because of that i cant do pretty much anything properly. training only can do arm thingys and i did the monkey bars and got 2blisters popped. one on each hand =/ thursday tried running with jon on the track. couldn't much continue after my 3rd round and rested one round and i died on the last. lousy stamina. physio cannot do strength agility cuz i cant even use my freaking left leg to lift myself off the ground. wth ): i'm disappointed and angry with myself. beat that.
stupidstupidstupid.. and did you know the REAL chem spa iz on valentine's day??? and physics spa iz the day after vday ): lousy plans the school have huh.. but cant be helped. it needs to be done. i guess there goes my plans of wanting to stay out late? yeah.. den again i probably wouldn't have anywhere to go (at least without feeling upset at seeing people coupling away) on that day. maybe i should juz coop myself up at home huh. vday has never been vday at all i realised. geexgeexgeex. knock some sense into me please.
argh whatever. there's nothing wrong with being carefree ya? AMEN to that.
Standing there I could feel it happening It happened to be happening to you and me Took me off my feet Made me pursue it Now you tell me you're not mine exclusively
So I push you to one side
And then I see you again And that look is in your eyes You blew my mind but it wasn't real So I'm back and on the road again
Life rolls on And I'm rolling with it Never worried by the troubles of company Sometimes it sparks, sometimes it doesn't But I'm happy there's no dreaming of you and me
So I push you to one side
And then I see you again And that look is in your eyes You blew my mind but it wasn't real So I'm back and on the road again
So I pushed you to one side And I finally got you out of my life Now I've opened my eyes Then I see you again And that look's still in your eyes Yeah you blew my mind But you know it wasn't real
And then I see you again And that look is in your eyes You blew my mind but it wasn't real So I'm back and on the road again
"Remember, happiness doesn't depend upon who you are or what you have. It depends solely upon what you think."
— Dale Carnegie
Most people don't believe it, but it really is possible to think yourself happy. You start with one happy thought
followed by another and another until pretty soon you're stacking them on top of each other, like layers of joy
bricks. After awhile, you will have built such a solid wall of happy thoughts around yourself that wherever you go,
you'll radiate joy. And all because one day you made the decision that no matter what, you were going to think a
happy thought.